1. Just in Case
Dear Pragy, I have wanted to write to you this past month about things an Adult-you might want to hear from the adult-Me that I am now, if that makes sense. The specter of death that hangs over all of us is very visible over my head the last few years, and I often imagine your life and struggles without me by your side. If that did come to pass, I would have addressed my death to you here. It is often the only thing we can do- trying our best to address a problem. My death before you grow up enough will be a big problem for you, also for me naturally, because you and I are so close now. I am 37, and you just turned 8 last month. The dates are not important. My dad died at 63, and I still haven't processed it after almost 5 years. As I am sure you would not have, after however many years have passed since I have passed. It's all a gift! Yesterday, as we sat doing our own thing in your room, you mentioned suddenly, "I sometimes feel so alone". You are a precious, sweet...